That little attitude.

Hiii :>

I know this is weird cause I usually post every 5 or 6 month but apparently I am now typing in this blog in two days continuously :) That is good news right? :) So anyway, now is midnight and I am curently making a mug of tea for my dad. He just came back from Indonesia and now watching Running Man with the whole family :)

This post is actually dedicated for him (not my dad). So here goes my heart content towards you.
First of all, I know this may sound very mean but I attend to have this attitude with boys that I fall head over heels for. I always have this test going on and only you survived it for more than a year. And while the test was running, tonight. On this night, you blasted. You burst. You fail to keep calm. And frankly speaking I only did this to show you how my life runs. Now you know how I have been treated by my family. All pushed around. Have to tolerate each time and have to had that will to follow the parents rules. I guess its time for me to act like normal again as the test had just ended. I hope you will bear with me and that you will always try to understand me. I know its hard with all those friends of yours that goes out every time with their girlfriends and got to have sweet relationship and all. I am really sorry for all this. Chinca miane. I never wanted to hurt you or your heart.
From the deepest corner in my heart,
your girl.

That normalyty?

Assalamualaikum:) Hi! Bonjour! Annyonghaseyo♥ Salam ;>

So there goes my introduction. Now its officiall that we are a pair for 14 month? Hey it was hard for me as it was hard for you. I know this relationship is not very cute like other pairs but because we are far appart the whole year and not be able to see each other very often but atleast we are not drag to do non-proper manners in public. Sometimes I get jealous of the pairs out there. The pair can easily touch each other, giving hugs and kisses. But then, I talk to myself. I want to preserve myself for my husband. This may sound weird but I personally hoped that you would be my husband. Surporting me and our children. Bring happiness to our parents and build a marriage that is strong enough to stand till jannah. It may be hard but we can keep on trying, right? :)

Anyway, final end-year school holiday (because next year I am in Form5 and there will be no end-year school holiday like this again) started with nothing and hoping to end with everything :) To be honest, it wasn't as cool as I imagine. It was like going for day-trip adventure and it wasn't cool because my dad is not there to accompany us. While he was busy doing his work, we all had time to party all the way long. The only moments we were together, the whole family I mean is when we were in the car. And by the time everyone was in the car, everybody was in their sleep mood. Yeah, it was a little bitter there.

So now its time to tell story bout my friends :) We  went to Leisure Mall last monday and we all watched THE RISE OF THE GUARDIANS. It was awesomeeeee. And note this! JACK FROST IS SUPER DUPER AWESOMEEE *and good looking at the same time* ;) So yeah. We bblasted all around the mall and headed home at 4pm. Thanks guys for willing to spend time with me guys. You all are truely the best :D

So I think that is all :)
Ohhh. Btw, good luck to all Form3 out there. You must be nervous bout the result but hey, you guys gave the best right? So the result shouldn't be that bad. Think positive guys! You can do it :)

Love♥

Happy Eid-Adha :)

annyong! hehe. it has been a veryvery long since i've used korean word. seriously! \happyface.jpg/ huhu. today its eid adha. takbir is whispered from ever angle. the melody of it, so calming until i followed the word bit by bit.

its already the corner of final exam. rise and shine sleepy head. you need to study man! \findbooktostudy/ :p check in colledge, next day its the first paper of final. what a scedule! i'm hoping to get 3.7 for my pointer this sem. need to work hard then :) hwaiting! you can do it! basha! :B

anyway, last wed was the form5 graduation day! and man! they look awesome in those robe! i am defitely getting one for myself next year! 

its been a year now ahjushi! but you never wished :( \sobs/

its okay since maybe you would be busy with your final :) do your best kay! lets meet at korea@australia. you take your choosen course, i'll take hospitallity. cute kan? :) 

last but notleast, anyyong evryone and happy eid.

♥

The girls :3

Miss them darling muchhhhh!!! Miss them! Miss them!! Miss themmm!! :'(

First month at MRSMTGB :3

Hey everyone :)
It has been a month since I updated youguys with my activities :3
Dekat college mana nak dapat internet access. Cuba canang sikit dekat budak ni mana nak cilok internet.
 First week, mcm biasa laa. Mesti malumalu dulu. Second week, there you go. The real me just came out :)
The study just continue without Nana beside me, ahjusshi in the same class with me or the people who made my study colourful \sebaksebak/ And it continues with Alyee sitting next be side me, Narin and Syada making noises, Kimije laughing like the world is his and interesting people I will be introduced to c:
The first week passed just like that. With interesting teachers to get used to. New teaching techniques. Old textbook used to produce notes. And second week of study just whisper me with laughter, hwork, notes, papers, pens, correction tape, scalp papers, eraser, pencils, graph papers...... (I'm bluffing. pfftt) =,='
Last week of schooling before mid-term holiday was activity week. First day of activity week, I nly remember the night part where we had the PUM bazaar. It was extremely fun! Talking bout PUM, I went for the audition to be one of the PUM MARA but I lost at stage 1. It's okay, it's just not my luck. Maybe next time. PUM Melaka is still on hold for audition :) \thinkpositivethinkpositive/
Second day of the week, the starting of TGB's SPORTS EVENT! :D
Third day of the week is the day where the sports is still on tract.
Last day of the Sports Event!! I was on the marching line with Syada and Scha :D Wee~ PETRONAS WON FIRST PLACE! 2 times of practice and it paid off :)  We surely are the best! Woohooo~! Woohooo~! Go Petronas!

Here are the winners of MRSM TGB's Sports Event;
   First place goes to.... \dugumdugumdugum/  PROTON!
   Second place goes to.... \drumroll/                PETRONAS !
   Third place goes to.... \dupdapdupdap/         TELEKOM!
   Forth place goes to.... \smilesmile/                 SIME DARBY!

Friday continues with Amali Pengurusan Jenazah. Ustz tuu funny to the max! We Practically do practicle. Soo, its not to boring :)

At 2.30pm, all my friends had checked out their cube to go to Melaka Central but I'm still at my bed waiting for my uncle to fetch me. I'm all alone in that cube with no one to talk to. Then, at 2.45 Wan came to bring me back to Kg. Rim :)

From Wan's house, I followed samchu back to KL to my home sweet home :3
Rasa mcm tergantung pulak. but nvrmind c: Gonna tell you more stuff later.

Annyong :>

Best day ever!

Heyyy guys :)

Had a very funtastic day today :D Went to mcD to celebrate my birthday \claphands/ and my farewell party :'( Thanks Aqilah, 'Aqilah, Dini, Nana, Mira for the party :3 Terima kasih sangatsangat. Chinca gumawoyo. Mimi, Annati, Mardiah, Fienaz, Lala, Syiwa tak dapat datang sebab ada personal matter :( \sobsob/

Anyway, I wore the cute brooch Syiwa gave to me yesterday :s It was cute. Thanks chinggu \muahhh/

At mcD we waited for Nana like half an hour. Nana sampai baru we start the party. Startstart je Nana daa keluarkan tab dia to take picture. Nana you better upload the picture aa. Kalau awk tak upload, kita boikot awk 10sec -,- Her tab was full of BEAST. She is a BEAUTY. What do you expect :D Bytheway, we ate the cake (Its a blueberrycheese cake :3) And we all had Spicy Chicken mcDelux :} Daa habis makan, we took a lot of picture. Nana tak habishabis nak amik picture with me. I know you are gonna miss me later. I'm your only BEAUTY chinggu yang sekepala dengan you. Tak ada orang lain daa.

Finnished the picture moments, we all went back. Nana balik dulu cause she's going straight to her hometown. Habis kena peluk dengan dia. Memang nak nangis je time tuu \sebak/ :')

If you wanna see the picture, here it goes ^^

Semua muka bajet T..T

Cake Qilah&Atien belikan c: [thanksguys!]

Apa korang tgk yuu? \angkatkeningangkatkening/

Amek kau! Habis semua orang serbu! xp

Potong cake!! \mukataknakbelah.jpg/

Cakecake!! teehee~

Nana, Fahimah, Me :>

Nana&me :{

Nana&me again :B

Qilah, Atien&Fahimah :X

Qilah, Atien, Fahimah&me <;

Us again :*

Somehow this picture is soo familiar \tertanyatanya/

f(x) Pinocchio pose :3 teehee~

Guess who we are? \mainyoroknyorok/

The ballon girls :D

Pose macam nak jadi covergirls je :P \perahsantan/

The happy girls!! :s

HEY!HEY!HEY! \wavingtogetattention/

So this is my third post \dancinglikesnoopy/:)
I'm here to tell you guys that... HEY, I GOT AN INVITATION FROM MRSM(maktab rendah sains mara)! \jumpingjumping/

I got Tun Ghafar Baba and its like a stone far from my grandparents house and like 10 universe far from my friends! \sobssobs/ Talking bout MEGA flipover. So anyway, preparation on the run and I'm suppose to be there like 8th Feb that is like nextnext Wednesday.  Everything is set except my uniforms, shoes, and blablabla... and I forgot to mention, I haven told my friends yet about this news. Ahjusshi already know, so yeah that's settle with him. \relieved/

Now I have to figure out how to tell my friend about this. There's like another one week of school and I don't want to wet their blanket during their study.  \worryworry/ Its a definite no good friend attitude.

Ahjusshi got somewhere in Kedah. Next Monday is gonna be his last day at school. He had to report himself at the SBP by Tuesday. Soo, all luck to him :}


I'll continue later. Byeeeee! \wavinglikeaprincess/

jamuan kelas . :)

To be honest , I really don't want her to come join our party . But since she's my classmate , kena laa redha jugak :] (okayfine. Still annoyed with her) To start , my class held the party at Pizza Hut (dekat paragon je) mama 1&2 can't come cause of some technical prob . Mama Noraini can't come cause we didn't have her number . So cant contact = no invitation *sobsob* somemore , mama Majmiza can't come cause she got meeting somewhere from morning to evening *doublesobsob* . anyway , I came with Nana and we were the second last who joined the party . Last couple was najwa&alai . I went to the bank kejap nak deposit money for some accessories . We ate&talk&gossip until 3 something . Plus , they (my adorablesweet friends set my place beside ahjusshi >.< they make me smile&blushblush)  Then some of us went home and the rest (including me :B ) went to mcD . We had some sundae <3 than by 5.30 we head back home :)
Here some pictures from the party&mcD . Enjoy :3

The 3Wawasan's :D [my current dekstop]

Pizza Hut {:

My master piece ♥

Think that's all . Oh , one more thing . Its our first monthsary :)  ahjusshi, isukayou :D


Okaybyeee. Nexttimenexttime :}

disebalik hud . (B

not much to tell , just an expression of life . the in and the out . the up and the down . not to forget the left and the right .


people always think in boxes although been asked to think out side the box . it's not our fault that we don't think outside the box . we're just being secured . protected from HUGE humiliation , shows of STUPIDity , and being a HUGE ORDINARY DORK . people who think outside the box is very lucky . they can do whatever they want without the distraction of HUGE humiliation , shows of STUPIDity , and being a HUGE ORDINARY DORK . all people are just the same ( depends on your perspective ) . we are all dorks ( on my perspective laa ) .


dork means ;
D - different ways of
O - ordinary people
R - redevelop their
K - knowledge .


being a dork just makes us better ( it actually makes me better . don't know about you :D ) . being a dork means you can do whatever you want to do . like scream somewhere where people never expect you to scream just because of something super dorky ( screaming in the middle of a supermarket just because the price of your shampoo just became soo damn expensive . that is just like a dork ! ) . and dorks learn how to live through mistakes and stuff . so make a lot of mistakes guys ! because that is one of the most effective way you can learn . plus , keep a diary ( sequin it . bead it . just decorate it ! it's fun ! ♥ ) . if a diary is soo hard to carry , just a small note book will be fine .


btw , i'm just bluffing . don't mind me being EXTRA crazy right ? (B