That little attitude.

Hiii :>

I know this is weird cause I usually post every 5 or 6 month but apparently I am now typing in this blog in two days continuously :) That is good news right? :) So anyway, now is midnight and I am curently making a mug of tea for my dad. He just came back from Indonesia and now watching Running Man with the whole family :)

This post is actually dedicated for him (not my dad). So here goes my heart content towards you.
First of all, I know this may sound very mean but I attend to have this attitude with boys that I fall head over heels for. I always have this test going on and only you survived it for more than a year. And while the test was running, tonight. On this night, you blasted. You burst. You fail to keep calm. And frankly speaking I only did this to show you how my life runs. Now you know how I have been treated by my family. All pushed around. Have to tolerate each time and have to had that will to follow the parents rules. I guess its time for me to act like normal again as the test had just ended. I hope you will bear with me and that you will always try to understand me. I know its hard with all those friends of yours that goes out every time with their girlfriends and got to have sweet relationship and all. I am really sorry for all this. Chinca miane. I never wanted to hurt you or your heart.
From the deepest corner in my heart,
your girl.

That normalyty?

Assalamualaikum:) Hi! Bonjour! Annyonghaseyo♥ Salam ;>

So there goes my introduction. Now its officiall that we are a pair for 14 month? Hey it was hard for me as it was hard for you. I know this relationship is not very cute like other pairs but because we are far appart the whole year and not be able to see each other very often but atleast we are not drag to do non-proper manners in public. Sometimes I get jealous of the pairs out there. The pair can easily touch each other, giving hugs and kisses. But then, I talk to myself. I want to preserve myself for my husband. This may sound weird but I personally hoped that you would be my husband. Surporting me and our children. Bring happiness to our parents and build a marriage that is strong enough to stand till jannah. It may be hard but we can keep on trying, right? :)

Anyway, final end-year school holiday (because next year I am in Form5 and there will be no end-year school holiday like this again) started with nothing and hoping to end with everything :) To be honest, it wasn't as cool as I imagine. It was like going for day-trip adventure and it wasn't cool because my dad is not there to accompany us. While he was busy doing his work, we all had time to party all the way long. The only moments we were together, the whole family I mean is when we were in the car. And by the time everyone was in the car, everybody was in their sleep mood. Yeah, it was a little bitter there.

So now its time to tell story bout my friends :) We  went to Leisure Mall last monday and we all watched THE RISE OF THE GUARDIANS. It was awesomeeeee. And note this! JACK FROST IS SUPER DUPER AWESOMEEE *and good looking at the same time* ;) So yeah. We bblasted all around the mall and headed home at 4pm. Thanks guys for willing to spend time with me guys. You all are truely the best :D

So I think that is all :)
Ohhh. Btw, good luck to all Form3 out there. You must be nervous bout the result but hey, you guys gave the best right? So the result shouldn't be that bad. Think positive guys! You can do it :)

Love♥